*TMI ALERT*
Well, it's a catchy title at least right? Really there's only one part of the title I'm going to address right now. Sex. It seems to be the world's favorite subject but for us it can be the scariest.
Some of us have used it as a weapon in the past, as another way of dulling the pain and others of of avoid it at all cost. Whether by avoiding relationships altogether or even after being married and avoiding it with our spouse. I always seemed to fall into the former category until lately.
I'm suddenly on completely foreign ground. Lately, I'm avoiding it despite the fact I day dream about my handsome husband. Doesn't make sense to most of the world but to other survivors it makes perfect sense...I hope...
He's too concerned about me to make a move and I'm so concerned about him that I will initiate but in the end, I end up crying.
I'm sure this is just another phase, I just hope it passes quickly.
Thank you prince charming for loving me enough to deal with all of my crazy. :)
