I never thought that there might be other victims of my abusers. That may sound arrogant, like somehow I think myself special in someway that they just "chose" me, not at all, but I just never thought on that level before.
I'm sure the other victims of the particular abuser I am speaking of right now never thought about me being out there either. Amazingly enough, through this blog, I was able to reach out to and locate a fellow "abusee". That was a hell of a day.
That day for me was yesterday. The other victim, (I found out through this person there are actually 2 others) will remain nameless, but she gave me a gift she will never be able to comprehend.
I've always felt alone in the hellish journey despite the fact I have a virtual team of support, especially my darling husband who has actually carried me through most of it, but in the end only I can carry the full weight of the unspeakable actions that were carried out on me. Until now. I have a partner in pain for lack of a better term. I have someone who know my pain without even having to speak it. We both know that we would each give our lives to have spared the others but were not able to do so and now we are blood brothers, er... blood sisters.
So thank you dear blood sister, you know who you are. Thank you for being strong enough to speak up. That shows your true strength and character. Thank you for not leaving me alone in the dark.
Remember "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path"...God will show you the way.
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